#32

       Have you ever just had one of those days where you just feel like your life just repeats itself? I realized today just how boring life is. I feel like every day is the same thing over and over again. Living life in a continual ellipse. Sitting at lunch today with my boyfriend today, I had a kinda epiphany. It hit me all at that moment that my life is boring and pointless... I kinda have this empty feeling like something is missing. I don't know what it is but I've been so happy recently, but today I guess was just one of those depressing days.
  Hopefully i get over this little depression hump. Maybe I just need a girl day with my friends, or a starbucks date would be nice :)
  Well in lighter news homecoming is in a week and I'm so uber excited. Being a senior this year I feel like this is my last chance to do anything so this year needs to be EPIC!!! I just wish my boyfriend would ask me in a cute or romantic way :/ bleh no guys ever do romantic stuff for me my guys are more nerdy than they are romantic :P oh well I guess. I'm not gonna complain I appreciate what my boyfriend and what he does do for me. :) He's pretty awesome and I'm lucky to have him.
  Well counting down to homecoming. 9 days and counting :) maybe things will change before then.
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-Nickki

#31

you guys know how I always used to blogged about me and my friend tiffany always writing these stories we were working on together? Well I'm gonna start posting lil previews and random tidbits...

   Tiffany laid in the dark glaring out the  window. The hospital bed was so uncomfortable. Tiffany heard the door open. She quickly closed her eyes, not wanting to look at another fowl faced nurse as she messed over her monitors and stuck more needles into her.

 She was pleasantly surprised when she felt soft lips on her forehead instead. She opened her eyes to see Ace sitting down in a chair across from her.

"Ace?" Tiffany called through the darkness.

"Hey! I hope I didn't wake you." 

"No!" Tiffany said shaking her head, "I'm wide awake."

Ace smiled. He missed the sound of her voice so much. "Okay if you say so," he said taking her hand gently trying not to pull on the IV she had in her hand.

Ace's hands were soft and warm and made Tiffany feel safe. "I've missed you." Ace said in a saddened voice.

"How did you get past the nurses?" Tiffany asked ignoring him.

Ace smirked deviously, "A true magician never reveals his secrets,"

"Ace really." Tiffany said tilting her head to the side sweetly.

"Okay, okay," Ace said putting his hands up defensively, "I used my boyish charm."

She raised an eyebrow, "Ace, that's not fair to the hormone raged nurses." Tiffany laughed shaking her head.

Ace loved hearing Tiffany laugh again, but it wasn't the same her laugh wasn't as whimsical and sounded broken. He smiled sadly stroking her red soft red hair. "It seems to work on you just fine." He joked.

He missed Tiffany. His heart ached and he couldn't help but think it was his fault she was in the hospital in the first place. "Tiffany," Ace buried his face in her hair, "I'm sorry I couldn't protect you." 

Tiffany could feel her hair getting wet and she wasn't sure if Ace was crying or drooling on her. She didn't want to think of  Ace crying so she leaned toward the second choice....